Fears Towards a Relationship

A relationship is rather tricky to handle...
I'm sure everyone would want to find that one relationship that would last like forever,
But are we being practical?
From my humble POV, yes it is practical...

Let's think...
With total disregards for any previous relationship issues or troubles,
You happen to meet someone you truly like.
Someone you totally adore and can't stop stealing a glance or peek every second or so.
That very someone that you have fallen head over heels.
That moment will happen for everyone in some stage of your life...
The question I truly want to know is "Are we finding and using this special moment?"

We tend to go about meeting different people and just socialising.
We meet people who we think is The One but turns out to be the total opposite.
There are times when our own friends are suddenly turning out to be The One..
Awkwardness kicks in and hurting takes place...
We put our emotional and physical self on the line only to be hurt...

Being a teenager now myself,
I am starting to walk into a world of new horizons..
Being an adult requires me to be matured about things...
Things which at times make me doubt myself and wonder...
Doubt whether the decisions i make are right or otherwise..
To wonder can i live up to the expectations set up for me...

Deep in my thoughts,
I imagine every single detail of my would-be relationship.
From where I am going to ask her to be my girlf friend
Up to the moment and scenes of a first kiss,
Moving on to how I would want to care her
And the moments I just want to spoil her...
To just sit together and enjoy every single day...

Fears of not meeting these expectations...
Pretty much a lot of this follows most teenagers...
Though kept silent but the things that run in every pre-adults mind is different yet uniquely the same.
Relationships can be a very nerve wrecking thing..
Failures do occur from time to time...
But learing from this failures and being matured about it,
Simply brings us nearer to that one relationship,
That one relationship that will last forever...

For that goodluck everyone...